Table of Contents

Foreword

Part I - The Treatise

Regarding Religion

We Own Our Salvation

The First Axiom

Scrutinizing Science

Challenge Your Perspective

It’s Not Supernatural

Finding Our Faith

Experiencers struggle to articulate their experiences

Part II - My Story

I come from a long and distinguished lineage of drunken, lace-curtain, Irish rednecks

Pursuit of Happiness

All My Crazy by the Numbers

4:35 AM

1111

911

222…

333…

444…

Gaiaspora

555…

Completing the Circle

What does this all mean?

Part III - Reality 101; My PoV

Arcane, Obscure, and Relevant Works

The Paranormal or Supernatural

Archeology and Anthropology

A Bit of Biblical Prophecy

Love is Entanglement

The Fields of Reality

Consciousness Manifests Differently…

The Causal Set Can Be Corrected

Glossary

Logs

Experimental Science

Hotspots; Uranium and Gold Connections

Supporting Media

Excerpts from earlier works

Part I - The Treatise

“Your conclusions were all wrong, Ryan…” -Capt. Marko Ramius

WWIII is imminent on planet Earth, and the combatants won’t all be human. 

Regarding Religion

They were here long before our species began to walk erect. This is their planet; their home. It seems like the entire population of Earth has been talking about disclosure in recent times, and there is a palpable worldwide anxiety surrounding the need for answers, presumably from governments or other authorities. There are organized movements demanding disclosure of truth; a call to reveal secrets that must have been known for some time that were classified or otherwise hidden from public inspection. There is very little doubt there is something profound being experienced in our world that bears closer examination. There are phenomena occurring everywhere that, if one looks carefully with an eye of scrutiny, even dyed-in-the-wool skeptics are confessing a newfound belief in what was once thought unbelievable. 

Recently, I have seen a rise in sentiment in public discourse that “disclosure is dead,” as if any human authority was ever actually expected to reveal information that would upset power balances, invalidate belief systems held by so many, or destroy the means by which the masses ordinarily comfort themselves with sanity, stability, security, or certainty. Regardless of what the truths are to be revealed, we will have to let go of the idea that we will find those answers in human institutions. There is too much at stake. It was never about whether the public could handle the truth; it is about control. They ultimately have too little power to control the status quo if the people come to realize how much they have been gaslighted, patronized, punished, and marginalized so that a select few that desire to feel powerful and elite can enrich themselves indefinitely to the detriment of their earthly brethren. If the people want the truth they will have to determine it for themselves and take back that power from their oppressors. The old ways are dying out by their own abominable disease but they will not go gentle into that good night…and neither will we.

Humanity has been oblivious to its own reality and place in the universe for most of its existence. That’s been on purpose. We have been working with a species-wide disability that has been designed into our very makeup to keep us from seeing the truth of our existence. We have been given genetic blinders for our collective consciousness because our nature was meant to be violent, divided, and easy to manipulate. Once our species grew to sufficient numbers, diversity increased, and natural selection played a lesser hand in our destiny, genetic aberrations emerged within us. Those anomalies appear to be reverting us very slowly over aeons to our original nature, atavisms, closer to what we were before we were altered. Our species had some very important abilities “blocked” from functioning properly. Abilities that are simply a natural characteristic of ALL biological life in this universe. It was done for a very important reason; to prevent our development from occurring too rapidly and before our species could comprehend and deal with the realities of cohabitating an ecosystem that was previously occupied by “others”, knowledge of whom would short-circuit our development too rapidly and before we could properly incorporate that reality into our collective zeitgeist. This is a similar idea to Star Trek’s Prime Directive. 

It was understood by the Others that over vast epochs of time, genetic diversity and allele mutations would eventually produce offspring who did not have those blocks or where the blockage was imperfect and allowed some to glimpse true reality. OR, perhaps another species could be introduced that would also introduce unknown alleles. In some cases, there is evidence to support that some members of our species would be allowed to keep these abilities to serve a purpose and help create the uniting framework of the numinous that these abilities, if prevalent in our species, would have served for us, but done so in parable and religious scriptures given to us a very long time ago once we were sophisticated enough to grasp it. Jesus so much as told us so, when performing miracles. Wasn’t there also a burning bush somewhere? Or was it…?

All indications are that this is the mechanism by which religion, then subsequently science, emerged for humanity albeit much, much further back in history than we understand. Most of the Others left (we’ll discuss this in a later chapter), and then it was safe to allow our species to begin its development naturally, however guarded and guided. Because some of our makeup was artificially induced, it has created some rather odd emergent properties over time and also induced a collective mental illness for our species. So, our thoughts and our genetics have been adjusted continuously for millions of years, beginning with early hominins. This has made it very difficult for those anomalous cases to organize and reveal truths that might invalidate the Grand Experiment. 

But now, all inhabitants of this sphere have reached a universal tipping point. Evidence is growing that what is about to occur in this world was written about very, very long ago and incorporated into our religions, just with enough details and mysticism so that the skeptic wouldn’t be able to decipher or take it seriously. Continued manipulations and tweaking of our genetic code ensures that a majority of the population will filter out and ignore anomalous occurrences regardless of the evidence and accounts presented to them. And now this is causing very existential problems for our little blue marble. I intend to demonstrate how all this could be possible.

Part II - My Story

Time, flowin' like a river,

Time, beckoning me;

Who knows when we shall meet again?

If ever…

But time keeps flowin' like a river,

To the sea. 

–The Alan Parsons Project

"Grasshopper, seek first to know your own journey’s beginning and end...But in this seeking, know patience." –Master Po.

“Each person chooses his or her parents, accepting in terms of environment and heredity a bank of characteristics, attitudes, and abilities from which to draw in physical life. There is always a reason, and so each parent will represent to each child an unspeakable symbol, and often the two parents will represent glaring contrasts and different probabilities, so that the child can compare and contrast divergent realities…”  –Seth Speaks (a.k.a how destiny and free will are two sides of the same coin.)

The numbers 3 and 11 are shockingly and heavily represented throughout my life.

I come from a long and distinguished lineage of drunken, lace-curtain, Irish rednecks

I titled this work Disclosure for a few reasons. The most obvious to those interested in the subject matter would be the search for public disclosure of anything and everything the world’s authorities have discovered or learned throughout our history about all things involving unexplained phenomena and the existence of non-human intelligence (NHI) and realities that have been kept hidden from the population at large. I’m hoping to help the community to understand this specific disclosure will never come without lies and deceit. It can’t, lest the illusion of control and the status quo that keeps the hoarders of information secure in their ivory towers be lost. Catastrophic disclosure. No, we’ll have to discover the truth for ourselves and trust that we have help from arcane, ineffable sources to obtain it.

Another meaning the title carries comes in the disclosure of many truths of my personal journey through life that I have only revealed in bits and pieces to others over the course of it. It’s fair to say that I have been pushed through the eye of the needle and evolved so often that there have been very few mainstays to trust implicitly enough with the whole story. My circle has always been very narrow. Perhaps further meaning comes to me in disclosure of my reality from those who remain as the hidden, unseen but often heard, guides the reader will learn much about along the way. Perhaps it will speak to others like me and encourage them to persevere in their journeys. Stay the course, even if you can’t yet understand why.

My life has had a strange series of trajectories that have taken almost 60 years of life lessons to put the relevant pieces together that tell my story. Once I was of a particular mind that it would be of no interest to anyone. As realities began to emerge from the background of my life very complex patterns have coalesced from all that noise. I started to wonder if perhaps making some sense out of my weird and unconventional life might be of use to others like me and might help weave a unifying tapestry. I’ve attempted to tell my tale in a provocative way because stark realities have come to light that have taken a lifetime to understand and are relevant to this thesis. Those realities can be easy to dismiss if one only casually peeks at the surface. I believe exploring the deeper details together will be engaging and serve to emphasize my ultimate points.

I was born in northern Indiana to young newlyweds from southern Indiana who were barely out of high school. It was the late 1960s and my parents brought me home from the hospital in a cardboard box after the mandatory 3-day stay. Car seats were almost unheard of in those days and in my first weeks on this planet I would be transported around in that same box. My first memories were from around this age. Just flashes. Images. I recall being in the backseat of a relatively new car with white interior; subdued sunlight dappled through bare trees whizzing by the windows against a hazy sky like it was fall or winter. My mother was astonished when I recounted those impressions and verified all of it. Recurring vivid dreams occurred almost from the beginning. 

Family in sunday-go-ta-meetin’ clothes around a sofa. I knew one of them was me, but it wasn’t me. Older. ‘I’ stood behind the couch next to…a brother? The scene was poorly lit. The time frame “felt” like ‘40s or ‘50s. It smelled old, like rotting fabric or mildew.

I began reading at 3 years old. My mother and I were in a department store and I apparently sounded out, “fitting room”. I guess it impressed a woman nearby who overheard. 

“Did he just read that sign? How old is he?”

“Yes. He’s 3,” my mother beamed.

We did not have Baby Einstein books in those days. My mother improvised similar concepts. She was quite progressive for the time and was of the mind that teaching started long before a child ever attended school. My father was just aloof, as too many fathers were in those days.

Part III - Reality 101; My PoV

“I told you that story so I could tell you this one.”

“We are a way for the universe to know itself. Some part of our being knows this is where we came from. We long to return. And we can, because the cosmos is also within us. We’re made of star stuff.” - Carl Sagan

The ideas I present in this section are highly speculative hypotheses that I assert have a great deal of basis in established principles or respected points of view. I provide materials and links to supporting works and theories, many by published and peer-reviewed researchers in interdisciplinary erudite fields. I am attempting to outline a framework to demonstrate that collectively, the ideas within may contain sufficient substance and therefore merit serious consideration in all philosophies. I don’t maintain a stoic conviction to my ideas as facts, but believe there is enough scientific evidence that could lead to working theories. I’m not afraid to be wrong and neither should any respectable scientist. 

Neither am I in any way the only contemporary human to reach these conclusions. As I have fallen down the rabbit hole of this quiet obsession I have discovered a rather large community of respectable people who don’t wear tinfoil hats or look for boogeymen behind every door. It requires a great deal of courage to color outside the lines and climb the steps to reach for those water-soaked bananas. Break away from core beliefs and resolve cognitive dissonance. Again, agree to disagree, but I urge all those who aspire to greater knowledge and bigger questions to depart from the status quo and dare to imagine the impossible. Seek the truth even if it frightens you. Especially if it frightens you.

Arcane, Obscure, and Relevant Works

Seth Speaks: The Eternal Validity of the Soul, 1972

One of the most interesting and compelling bodies of work I have ever delved into is the set of sessions with Jane Roberts, recorded by her husband and witnessed over time by a large and diverse group of people, where she could go into a very specific meditative state and could become in direct contact with a coherent interdimensional personality that went by the name Seth. The books containing sets of sessions on specific topics read fluidly and speak of a wisdom and intelligence far beyond any human zeitgeist of the time, but also apply his non-temporal perspective of reality. The concepts of reality that Seth speaks about reflect synchronicities in the Standard Models of Physics, Cosmology, and Quantum Field Theory - none of which were mature enough at the time to have that type of understanding, at least in contemporary society and especially not to a group of mystics who bore audience to the events. His version of history does not support most of the dogmatic preachings of Christianity as we’ve been given it. (Note that I didn’t say ‘as it actually happened’.) In fact, I know many that would judge it to be heresy. Jane spoke Seth’s message (without any recollection by herself) in an excruciatingly slow pace and rhythm. Most sessions had to be broken up over multiple days when the participants grew weary. I fought against a lot of my own cognitive bias while reading it. I had a difficult time not applying prejudices based on religious opinions that prevented me from truly appreciating and fully absorbing the information Seth presented. 

There was another aspect to it that I have struggled to put into words. Whenever I would read Seth’s books I would get this overwhelming feeling like I was reading something forbidden. How it translated in my mind was “Seth is bad.” Trying to reconcile the feeling was quite difficult. I had to get over myself. More than likely I was sensing just how primal and deeply rooted his consciousness was embedded in reality. “Bad” wasn’t quite the right connotation. It was more like it went far beyond the context of human experience than anyone had dared to peek. One work that Seth repeatedly referred to was The Urantia Book. I’ve found it referenced in other unrelated works and materials as well in my search for truth, particularly those associated with the 11:11 phenomenon. I was then able to draw some parallels between his references to the Lumanians, the 11:11 Celestials, and the Urantia Midwayers, the latter two being cross-referenced in terms. All of it pointed to, for me, an ancient presence in our development that reached such a level of enlightenment that they were able to ascend from material reality. The biblical Enoch and some recent anthropological discoveries seemed to echo this reality in other terms. It seems probable that the Nephilim and others are reflected in these findings. Genesis seems to point to a number of times when mankind was purposely altered genetically, spiritually, and consciously. 

Urantia Book; a.k.a. Bible 2.0, 1955

If you’re going to follow the teachings of Bible 1.0, then you may want to feast your eyes on the sequel, The Urantia Book. The same cast of characters, and more! As Judeo-Christian teachings are updated versions of Buddhism and Hinduism, Urantia is an update to the Torah and the Bible. Keep in mind that at this point The Old Testament is to us more of reference material into the consciousness of humanity at that time. The teachings of Christ instructed us to leave the enmity of the Laws of Abraham and Moses behind, and simply love one another. If you do, then you’ll be given entry beyond the veil. This is the spirit of His Commandments and encapsulates without being overly pedantic about the overarching ideas.

Urantia is reportedly the real name of our planet. We’re the only ones who call it Earth. The Urantia Book begins where Revelation leaves off, after the “Lucifer rebellion” and builds a primer for us mortals who have to communicate through spoken language a vocabulary to describe our higher order. 

This tome is a challenging read. Think about how King James would sound in some future dialect, but with esoteric knowledge of scientific or philosophic principles that were not well known at the time. It also relies heavily on the defining of terms that are key to comprehending the material as written. The author is obscure; it was likely written by a committee. Who and what comprised that committee is to conjecture, but it was published by the Urantia Foundation in the ‘50s. The work is in public domain in the U.S., however you can purchase copies just about anywhere. You can download the entire PDF for free here. Reading it for me was akin to the first times I read the Bible and Carl Sagan’s Cosmos. I spent more time in ponderance than actually reading. I’d read a page or two multiple times to understand the concepts, then sit and let it bake while I attempted to find the perspective where it made sense. Honestly, I still haven’t finished reading it. This is a quote from the website:

What Is The Urantia Book?

The Urantia Book, first published by Urantia Foundation in 1955, describes an endless destiny for humankind, teaching that living faith is the key to personal spiritual progress and eternal survival. It also describes God’s plan for the progressive evolution of individuals, human society, and the universe as a whole.

The Urantia Book straight up gives you a map to the Multiverse, then the Superverse. It’s a cosmology textbook for ultraterrestrials. I posit that in Paper 77, the writers are speaking about our ultra-ancestral family, and that there are metaphysical processes at work in every biological species that attains sapience. The realms the Celestial Midwayers inhabit are other universes, and along with all of the portal activity taking place at hotspots around the world, provide extraordinary tangible evidence that the public - US - can verify. All the Skinwalker Ranch investigations, this set of interviews with some of the world’s most respected, and award-winning journalists who are currently being relentless in pursuit of disclosure, speak of them, however they have not made the connection with who they all are…yet.